Wednesday, March 20, 2013

Happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own actions.

What's this? An update?
No, the world isn't coming to an end. Let us say instead, that certain life experiences have made a reluctant blogger realize that sharing one's story may help someone else who is struggling to stay afloat and that it will certainly help me along the path to living a happier life.
What is happiness? For me it is being in a state of positive peace, free from anxiety and fear and filled with delightful purpose. Happiness is on the sunny side of the being at peace spectrum, a state that is finite, but unbelievably enjoyable. Lately, I've found myself on the "meh" side, being neither very upset nor deliriously happy, rather somewhere slightly off center where I just am.
This is not where I would like to be. Nope. Not a bit.
Life is a blessing, a feast of experiences or the soul and for the senses.
There's no time to be lolly-gagging left off center, no reason to look at a brand new day with a lackluster, slack-jawed gaze. It is as found in Romans, a high time to awake, cast off the darkness and put on the armor of light.
This is why I am writing again on this blog, to try and chronicle my attempt at getting back to center and ridding myself of this meddlesome emotional mediocrity. I owe it to my friends and family.
I owe it to myself. 




I am determined to be cheerful and happy in whatever situation I may find myself. For I have learned that the greater part of our misery or unhappiness is determined not by our circumstance but by our disposition.
Martha Washington